Break-up (at the end of two weeks)

I don't care what people or you might think, I may look OA or irritating or whatever -- I seriously have to keep lots of photos with you since I only have few more days actually seeing you, holding you and hugging you. Tell me now, how am I suppose to adjust whereas everything I see around me is you. 
I guess I'll be breaking up with my first boyfriend at the end of two weeks. 
Our relationship might not be "whatever others define it" but I can't really imagine not having him in my routine. Huhuhuhu. 
How I wish he'll miss me -- even a bit. T.T

trying make-up 101

nang mapagtripan kong magshopping ng make-up at magpa make-up sa mall.

in fairness, magaling naman silang magmake-up pero ang galing din nilang mag sales talk kaya eto broke ako. (sorry, poor image quality c/o my phone's camera)

kinembot na namin! :)

This blog entry is a product of mixed emotions kaya magulo rin ang flow pero nandito pa rin ang thought.

And yes, we're really BLESSED :)
I'm really blessed having you guys Nickky Dg, Joanne Fuentes & Ireez Esmerna
We made it with the help of each other and with God's grace. :D
I owe it a lot to you guys and to our dearest thesis adviser sir Kliatchko :)
Konting kembot na lang!! :))

I didn't imagine that this thesis writing will end this fast.

Parang kailan lang, hirap na hirap pa kaming magisip ng topic namin. Sa sobrang hirap kung anu-anong naisip namin at ni wala kaming maipakita sa unang heart-to-heart session kay sir Jere.

Nung finally nagkaroon na kami ng topic, hirap naman kaming magisip ng variables at humanap ng kung anu-anong related studies about sa topic namin. Sa sobrang hirap, nakakatawang nasabi na lang sa amin ni  sir Jere na kaya di namin magawa ang "marriage" kasi single kami, except kay Joanne.

After brainstorming and endless hours sa UST Library Humanities Section, medyo naging malinaw na yung topic namin at kahit papaano may mga nakuha na rin kaming related studies.

Natatawa ko everytime maaalala ko yung mga pageexample ni sir Jere sa thesis topic namin sa buong klase kasi lagi niya kong tinatawag na supermodel, medyo jahe pero okay lang. Haha.

Sorry pero kaya kong sabihing "sa paguumpisa lang kami tunay na nahirapan" :)

kasi after naming mabuo yung gusto naming topic with variables, wala na, parang Papa God just guided us to the right path. Hindi naman sa hindi kami nahirapan, pero hindi kami sobrang nahirapan sa pagbuo ng thesis.

I think we're lucky enough not to feel any "thesis-hate" or even "thesis-problems"

Blessed ako sa mga "thesis-mates" ko. Ewan ko, balanced kami. Minsan merong ubod ng negative, minsan merong happy-go-lucky lang, minsan merong seryoso, minsan merong nagbabalanse ng lahat. 

Siguro kaya naging swak dahil alam naming magadjust sa isa't-isa.

Alam ko mag-aagree ang thesismates ko sa akin pag sinabi kong "sobrang light" lang ng whole thesis experience namin. Ewan ko, nagtataka din kami minsan, baka kasi hindi na kami normal na grupo. Siguro dalawang beses lang naman kaming nag-overnight para sa thesis pero wala naman kaming masyadong ginagawa, haha, may one time pa nga nagovernight kami pero nagtweet at nagview lang kami ng news report namin sa broadjourn at nagkwentuhan lang. Aminin natin gusto lang talaga naming kumain ng masarap na "C" na luto ng mom ni Angel. :))

Nakuntento na lang kami sa paghahati-hati ng gagawin at pagpapasahan ng mga gawa online. Nagmemeeting kami pero sandali-sandali lang kasi gawa na eh, pagtatagpi-tagpiin na lang.

Siyempre, lahat ng 'to sobrang laking part ng thesis adviser namin na naging thesismate na rin namin. Si sir Kliatch. 
Bading-bading man ang bawat thesis session namin sa kanya, sobrang laking tulong ang nabigay niya sa amin. Sobrang pinadali niya yung pag gawa namin ng thesis, sobrang hindi seryoso, sobrang "gaan", lahat ng mali, kulang, malabo, kahit typographical error pinupuna niya kaya sobrang thankful namin. He always give us the easiest solutions, mula sa pagpili ng variables, sa pagkuha ng number of respondents, sa reference materials, sa survey at sa pagcocompute.





Thank you my dearest thesismates :)
To bading, sa pageedit ng lahat. Ang sipag mo lang. Haha.
To angel, sa msarap na "C" at sa pagtatago ng lahat ng kung anu-anong papel natin about thesis.
To joanne, sa laging pagpapagaan ng mood sa pag gawa ng thesis.
-- kung di kayo ang thesismates ko, hindi ko maimagine yun

Who would have thought? I didn't.

FEBRUARY 14, 2012

Who would have thought that I would be celebrating this day this way?

Valentine's Day has never been a "day" for me. As I remember correctly, I often spend it with the closest "single" friends I have. No flowers, no chocolates, no teddy bears, no balloons, in short, not the typical Heart's day everyone celebrates.

But this year, despite the fresh "heartbreak" that I'm still healing, I manage to enjoy this day. The last Heart's day as a student was really meaningful, I may be exaggerating but I really do feel happiness that has started with a simple game of exchanging gifts with my fellow "single" ladies that end up to be one of the happiest Heart's day I had.

Credits to Bading, buti na lang ikaw nakabunot sa akin at kahit wala akong material wishlist, tinupad mo naman ang ka-isa isa kong wish for this day, di mo lang tinupad, dinagdagan mo pa ng bonus.

What happened today was beyond what I am praying for, free hugs, a blue rose, a letter, chocolates and an unexpected serenade from Papa God. I'm just really blessed today and I can't help but to wish that this day won't end.

 

ba't ba, masaya ko eh.

Eh kasi maginaw... Hahaha. Ang arte ko lang promise.. 

ba't ba, masaya ko eh. :))

uh-uh

the feeling when you know that you don't know.

Proud :)

I'm just so proud of them!

I am really, I saw how much they want this. 

I saw how much they worked hard for it and I saw how passionate they are.

CONGRATULATIONS JOURNBEATS!!

You really deserve it! I'm really BLESSED having friends so talented like YOU!
(photos by: pat & aaron)